I'm not being disciplined. :( well, i have been for the last two hrs.....it's actually not that bad once u get started--it's the getting started part that i have trouble w/. :P

Something Shelley said today hit me. She said that the readings for the small grp should be supplemental to our own study of the Scriptures, and not replacement it....because "God's words is always better than man's words." so if we only had time on a particular day to do one, we should read the Bible and not the reading. that's something i'm lazy about i guess, cuz sometimes i would substitute reading Scripture w/ reading a spiritual book, for various reasons....maybee i dun hafta think as much, or it's more entertaining, or i think i need some exposition or explanation of the Scripture in order to understand it. that's not the right perspective tho....

i'm tired....only 5.5 hrs of sleep left...good nite.